So, good news, Patches is all better. We took her in for a follow up and the eye is completely clear and reactive. They wouldn't touch the alfalfa, and honestly, every single source I could find was saying it was bad for them, so I'm keeping them on the western timothy hay diet, but being careful to put in smaller pieces at a time.
My depression has been really bad. I've been especially struggling this week. My mind keeps going into a negative spiral and it isn't good. I've been trying to keep my mind busy, trying to play games or work on my story, which I was doing well with for a while, but it feels like I'm shutting down, and honestly, I'm scared. I've more of less lost contact with everyone in my life and I feel very alone and trapped for lack of a better word. I'm trying to stay strong and get through it, but it's hard. Really hoping things will improve...
Hope you've all been well, and sorry for not being on more.
My depression has been really bad. I've been especially struggling this week. My mind keeps going into a negative spiral and it isn't good. I've been trying to keep my mind busy, trying to play games or work on my story, which I was doing well with for a while, but it feels like I'm shutting down, and honestly, I'm scared. I've more of less lost contact with everyone in my life and I feel very alone and trapped for lack of a better word. I'm trying to stay strong and get through it, but it's hard. Really hoping things will improve...
Hope you've all been well, and sorry for not being on more.
