Coding by SimplySilent
☆ Happenings ☆
Hey everyone. Thank you for your kind thoughts and concern. I'm still around, I just haven't been very active. Art block and feeling perpetually icky are mostly to blame. The Ask Project is still going on and while I unfortunately haven't gotten many done yet, I wanted to thank each and every one of you who took the time to participate.
I'm going to try to work on myself a bit. Forcing myself to do things (which will hopefully include some art), eating better, getting on a more consistent schedule, etc.. Even if it doesn't help mentally, it should improve my physical state and maybe give me the energy boost I need.
I've been thinking a lot about my father. Even after all this time I'm replaying it over and over in my head and torturing myself with the what ifs. I've come to realize that I'm always holding myself to a higher standard than others, which isn't a good thing. Things I would tell friends, family or anyone else aren't a big deal or are simply part of being human and honestly believe that to be true, I don't apply to myself. Mentally I realize this is a contradiction, but actually feeling it is different. It's hard to explain and probably doesn't make much sense, but it's resulted in me just not doing a lot of things because it seems a better alternative than messing them up and I need to change that.
In other news, for those of you that own a 3DS, get yourself Fantasy Life when you're able to. My partner and I both got it and are addicted. It's probably one of the longest games I've ever played. I'd like to do some related art eventually. There doesn't seem to be a lot out there which was disappointing, so hopefully that will get done eventually as well.